- hope still shine upon me -

Just a quick update for this week

got my Diploma transcript

and I do see changes happen at my pointer

ALHAMDULILLAH !

and yes, I still can say this to myself

" hope still shine upon me, Insya-Allah "

dapat tau transkrip aku ari tu

betul-betul buat aku tak putus asa

again, thanks to my parents...especially

they did a lot of effort

during this 2 weeks

gi Shah Alam, gi Melaka

amek transkrip aku kat UiTM

and if I do get offer

from which IPTA

for sure I give 200% of my effort and my brain

to give the best of it

Insya-Allah

pray for another miracles

my fellow bloggers :)

- HeyPeeBurstThey! -

25 Julai 1989

this was the day I was born

a newborn child that bring happiness

to Puan Badariah and Encik Zaid

that was 22 years ago

25 Julai 2011

this was the day I turn into 22

and first day of my class at BMI

start to realize that further my study

is my priority right now

and I don't want to disappoint my parents

again and again

plus,this is the third choice that been given

to me to prove that I'm a worthy enough

And to make things interesting

I really didn't remember that

today is my birthday

maybe too dizzy to settle down at BMI

and thanks to them who wishing me

whether in Facebook or messaging me

really really appreciate it

(sial la,bajet ko cam artis la sial,HAHAHA!)

So,lets make a wish to myself

Allah selamatkan kamu

Allah selamatkan kamu

Allah selamatkan ZULHILMI ZAID

Allah selamatkan kamu

Hey Pee Burst They ZULHILMI

- Thanks ALLAH -

Fuhhhh !

at last, I officially further my study

and I have to admit that

this is the third choice

tak paham? ok dalam BM lak

ni merupakan peluang ketiga aku

Whaddya mean by third chance?

Yeah, usually people often get second chance

but it is rare to hear someone getting the third one

ok, skip perbualan

dah daftar dah kat UniKL 5 hari lepas

dan yang kali ni betul-betul bukak mata aku

untuk belajar betul-betul

(sumpah cerita lebat, tunggu la 2 minggu lagi)

lepas dah tau tak layak dapat UiTM dengan UPU

memang betul-betul memotivasikan diri aku ni

Wish me the best from this crazy but genius person  :)

- a story -

Salam sumer, aku just nak share satu cerita je la...Masa men futsal petang tadi, bese la petang-petang men kat taman dengan orang kampung sumer. Abes je kitorang men tadi, kitorang lepak la sambil beberapa teguk minuman dari orang nak wat kenduri. Selalu yang men kalo petang-petang aku, Awun, Atan, Mimi, Awie, Fami dengan Gie. Dorang ajak aku men esok friendly dengan budak KPTM BP, then aku cakap baik-baik aku dah takde kat BP sok, aku dah start sambung belajar. So, pendekkan cerita, ni dialog perbualan aku dengan Fami...

Fami : Laaa, ko dah nak masuk belajar balik ke? Kitorang baru nak ajak ko men friendly sok

Aku  : Sori la Fami, aku dah start belajar balik. Pas puasa la, kita rumble balik
Fami : Ermmm, ko belajar katne? 

Aku  : Kat Gombak. UniKL je...
Fami : Tu swasta ke kerajaan? 

Aku  : Tu swasta, tapi kerut kepala jugak nak bayar...eh, baru aku perasan, ko kan pandai, aritu SPM dapat 7A, nape tak sambung? Dah dua tahun kot?
Fami : Haah, cuma...
Aku  : Nape?

Fami : Aku taknak hutang-hutang ni, susah nak bayar. Paham-paham la keadaan keluarga kitorang?

Aku  : Laaa, camtu lak? Kalo ko score betul-betul, boleh free la pinjaman tu
Fami : Ko amek PTPTN ke MARA? MARA eh?
Aku  : Haah, tapi tu pun dapat kurangkan. Ko boleh je, takde hal la

Fami : Aku memang nak belajar, dah 2 tahun aku pikir camtu, tapi aku ni susah Zul. Pinjaman tu aku tak sure aku mampu bayar balik. Ayah aku pun sakit, mak aku tak kerja. Aku lak paling sulung. Aku kena la kerja betulkan aircond tu. Bulan-bulan aku dapat dalam RM1k - RM1.2k, bayar duit adik-adik aku belajar lagi? Takpe la...
Aku  : Boleh je, adik-beradik ko dah besar dah. Tak payah risau la.
Fami : Ermmm, nanti aku pikir dulu camne. Trimas la Zul...

Aku  : Dah, ko tak yah susah hati lagi. Lincah ajar aku timbang bola sambil wat skill, hahaha!

Aku sebenarnya kesian dengan keadaan member aku tu. Dia terpaksa tanggung family die sebab ayah die lumpuh, mak dia pulak tak kerja. Adik-beradik die still sekolah lagi. Harap ko sabar je eh Fami? Mana tau rezeki ko datang nanti. Insya-Allah

Bila aku dengar sendiri dari kawan aku, aku patut rasa untung dengan syukur sebab still dapat belajar, even though it is a private university. Haiiii ZULHILMI, hope this will be a lesson to you eh?

" Peluang ke-2 selalu je datang, peluang ke-3 amat 'rare' sekali "

- KEMBALI -

Salam 1Malaysia sumer

yeah, setelah hampir 2 minggu

bersedih sebab tak dapat masuk UiTM

dan jumpe orang sana

message orang sini

mintak advice sana

kena marah orang sini.

At last, it comes to an end.

Kemungkinan hajat aku sambung

dalam engineering still exist.

Sebab dari kecik lagi

( Wow, cam kimak sial bohong )

aku dah target samada

jadi cikgu atau engineer

Eh, cita-cita jadi goal-keeper?

Hahaha, tu sekadar sampingan

Dari darjah 6 sampai umur 22 tahun

aku dah jadi goal-keeper tak bertauliah

Tercapai la tu.

Huhuhu

This time, for seriously

gonna work hard 24/7.

I have fail twice in my whole life

and I'm not gonna make this the third.

( Wow, berbual lagi siak, cam kimak )

Hahahahaha, I hope  :)

meloncat kegembiraan

- selamat tinggal -

* Sigh *

Masih lagi dalam mood

yang tak betul

Rasa tak bersemangat

Woke up very late lately

Around 11 a.m.

Selalu pukul 7 a.m

dah siap-siap gi jogging

Sekarang, dengar bunyi alarm je pun

rasa cam nak sepak je handphone

jauh-jauh

Satu demi satu

benda yang aku nak kecapi

( bapak la ayat, makin sedih makin hebat sial ayat )

rasa cam jauh je sekarang ni

 Buat benda ni salah

Nak jumpa member pun rasa

serba-salah

Main futsal petang-petang pun

cam budak darjah 2 punya standard

Haiiiiiihhhhhh .

Maybe it is better if put myself

on a hiatus state right now

July supposed the month I've always

expected to be some freaking awesome month

but after knowing the UiTM result

feel like this is the end of me

Again, do pray for the best for me

Hope that MIRACLE will happen soon

- sedapkan hati -

After hearing many advice

from my 2 compatriots
which were the closest to me

Now I have to accept that maybe

I have to forget 'bout it and start a new one

" Sbnrnye x smstinye engineering je yg dpt keje

even other courses pn ok, at least bnda tu

pn de prospect, utk kte keje

so no need to worry 'bout "

those were the text message from Dilla

when I came across to ask 'bout her opinion

its kinda relieving me a little bit

again, thanks Dilla

" Zul, ko blajo je, tak kesah mne2 ko smbung

ko still bley keje..agk2 ko rse mmg xbley blah

cm xbley bwk, then you surrender...but at least

try hard la "

while those were the dialogue we have

when we were having GCB at McDonald BP

last night.

the feeling eating those GCB were differ

compare having it on an enjoyable day

but still, those advice still encourage me to do

what I have to do

And for my parents

this time I will try extremely hard

although it is not the course I like

- the end -

Yes

maybe this is a certain

that I will not further my studies 

in engineering anymore

nor getting a permanent job as well

those were the choices I have 2 months ago

right after knowing you have completing

your Diploma in the course you really like

After knowing the result

my family and I were having quite a serious

conversation 'bout my study

and at the end, the conversation

ended with no "win-win" situation

guys, do pray for me

that MIRACLE happen.

Will mostly to miss the moment setting up those component to the breadboard. After that, connected it to the function generator and the oscillator. Then, measured using the multimeter and so on. Hope that I can continue my studies at those field again.