- a place for my mind -

I really have a bad day
you know why?
got scold by my lecturer because of
my slowness in thinking
got scold by my friend for something
that is something i called it as a "small fry"
the unsettled "saga" between my closest friend
because for something that I don't know
came back again and enough to make me head-ache
not only that, another big problem
came to haunt my life
try to top up my phone as my credit
were already reached its limit
but the top up shop is closed
and I am all alone in my room
my money gone for my final project
that I've done it for three times
and now ended up in the trash
have to bear all the burden by myself
although many see me as a funny, cool person
want to share my problem to someone else
but the person doesn't understand my situation
my friend try to share what I am having right now
but it is so difficult to tell them
maybe because my stubbornness
and scare that the same thing happen
make me not to share to my friend
playing futsal where I thought I could let go
all those nonsense that happened back then
but playing like crap where I get "mental"
after get easily beaten by an "underdog" team
try to call my parents to story to them
but the line always got so fucking-busy

can you guys handle this in one day?
really need a place to rest my mind
but where?