balik blajo?

cannot face the fact...
another 4 days left...
nk tggalkn BP, blik Kuantan smbung blajo...
tggalkn thun 2008, msuk 2009...

smkin ari ak rse down je...npe ek?
oh God, help me plizzz!!!
a weakling like me couldn't do anything...
just praying+hoping...

a lot happen to me this 2 weeks...
ayah sakit...
result cm haram je...
wit nk byr yuran xde...
semakin ari semakin pns baran...
tolong la kurgkn sumer bnde2 yg cm bongok ni!!!

kurang pandai???

ermmm,knpe la ak kurg pndai...
kurg pndai doesn't mean stupid ek?
stupid like u really doesn't know a thing at all...
that's the different...

my result sux!
again,to face the fact that I couldn't face the reality...
adeiii,bengang wei...
knpe la?

nk btau result kt mak ak pon tkut...
in fact,nk jmpe lg dgn lctrer yg sme pon segan...

dh la,kdg2 rse cm nk give up pon de...
cm nk mati pon de...
urghhh,hate it so much!

sem ni gambatte ar...YATA!!!

ARGHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!

*ari ni ak nk mencarut puas2!!!

TeNsiOn sIaL!!!
KiMaK!!!
PaNtEk!!!
BaBi!!!
CiBAi!!!
LaHNaT!!!
SuWeY!!!
BuTo!!!
FuCk!!!
LaNcAu!!!

*puas ati aku!!!

InDiE ???

"thun ni,thun indie naik"
itu la ayat2 yg ak dgr dlm Melodi...
kte dpt lihat pertumbuhan band2 indie yg de kt seluruh Mesia ni...
band2 indie spt Hujan, The Times, Bunkface, Butterfingers dianggap ikon mereka~
selain itu,byk clothing2 label design dh mula mencetak bju2 yg lawo2 gitu...

tp knpe skrg bru byk org nk terima muzik2 gini ek?
dlu,time2 OaG dgn Butterfingers (those 2 I've listen when I was form1)
sumer ktuk2... "muzik2 underground, trash, black metal la, xde arah tuju..."
walhal, ak cme dgr je lgu diorg...salah ke?
but now,diorg yg ajk ak gi gig la...
hampas sgguh!!!

i not saying that I'm a true indie fans...
but looking to the situation right now~
kebanyakan POSER je yg lbey...
dress-up cmtu,sape tau die drug pusher?
or maybe rapist?

nk indie2 pon,ingat pe yg pnting...(kerjasama?)
samuk, samuk jgak~
DRUGS AND SEX mntk dijauhi...
AGAMA jgn lupe!

AmEk GaMbO + eDiT GaMbO Is FuN =)

a lot things I've discovered during my break sem...

yeah,from taking pic to editing them...

kinda fun,to discover such skills~

is that what people always call?

a GIFT?

hahaha,not really...




WiNdOw ShOpPiN'

StRaNgErS In ThE DiZzY


RiAnG RiA


maybe some of them said "SENI", well the other may call it "ENTAH PAPE NTAH"...

well,to hell with it...

as long its look some attractive "SENI"...

why not continued it,right?

=)

BaTam...ShopPiNg HeAvEn

dpt pergi 1 of 15 places I want to go most...ngeee~
iaitu Batam,Indonesia...20km dr Singapore,40km dr Mesia...
ak dpt ikut tip ni pon sbb de sdra jauh yg bru ak knal seminggu sblom ak gi sne...
hahaha,cm MOMOK-taro...

perjalanan start pkul 9.30 pagi btol...bukan nek kapal terbang
tp nek FERI...hahaha,ak pon dh jd cam *jebeng ikut nek feri
sdap tido lbey kurg 1jam setengah...smpi la Batam
dlm pkul 11.11 cmtu,kitorg trus check in hotel...
ikut pe yg ak tau,sdra jauh ak yg kt endon tu mmg kaye...
die bookingkn otel 4 bintang cmtu,nme otel tu Grand Majesty...
mmg btol2 heaven jgk la kt ctu...

smbung blik,ptg tu kitorg di bwk berjalan2 sluruh Batam...dgn nek mini-bas
ikut pe yg sedara ak tu ckp,ak bley nmpk Singapore cme kabur2 skit la...
fuhh,bley tahan tggi jgak bukit tu...Singapore pon ak bley nmpk jelas
then kitorg smbung dgn gi mkn kjap kt kedai Ambang Suria...
errrrr,bab2 mknn kt sni...ak agk geli skit la,maybe sbb sorrounding die kot...
after that,gi blik otel,tido...ngeee~

petang tu,Cik Limah+Syakila ajk ak gi jln2 cri bnde2 best...
bru je tido time tu,xpe la,ikut je la jln2...
bapek la,jauh sial kalo jln kaki...
de dkat 1/2 jam...bru ak smpi shopping complex
tp gile besar jgak shopping complex die ak tgk...
ak pikirkn Batam cam cerok2 lorong mne ntah,hahaha...sial je~
msuk sne,rambang mata ak...wah99~
mne x nyer...bju sehelai rm5 je,gile la...
borong byk2 utk dijual...hehehe~
then balik kepenatan...

sok nyer plak,sme je shopping...
tp kali ni pnye trip best skit...
bwk jln2 Jambatan Brelang,sdap ooo angin kt ctu...
jmbtn tu smbung 5 pulau skali...gile la Batam,hahaha
ok la,ak pn mls nk berbual byk2...
chioww...

*ak x reti nk msukkn gmbo...next post ak msukkan =)

MoRe MoTiVaTeD...I GuEsS~

ingat x ari tu?
ak memekak...psl de bdak yg ak chat tu die stdy kt oversea?
ak rse de baiknye jgk...
yupe,tiap2 ari ak rse smgt nk blajo lorh...hahaha
(gilo apo ekau ni???)

skrg ni,fokus ak cme pd study...
yerp,100% study...
not to forget,100% god+family
BELASAH SAJA, YAKIN BOLEH!!!

yeah baby~ =)

KaWaN...

kawan...sng diungkapkn melalui mulut~
tp de ke kwn yg btol2 slalu dgn kte?
time snang...wah3~
"dewa kekayaan, backup besor, hebat sgt (kononnye)..."
time susah...hampeh!!!
"settle sndri la mslah ko, xkn ak je nk kna tlg ko, kecut la wei..."
ayt2 tu la yg slalu kuar dr org yg ak aggp KAWAN tu...
ak sndri pn mls nk amek port korg...
cm ak cye kt korg?
certain je...nk tau?
tepuk dada smpi sakit...tnye selera wtpe?

tiada pe yg kekal kt dunia ni...
kawan?
cme bpe thun sgt je...
plg lama pn 10thun...
tu pon ntah bertegur spe ke x?

moral?
jgn terlalu percaya sgt dgn KAWAN yg korg sgka itu...
x sumer mahukan kte...
" nk berkawan, tgk samade mereka prlukan kte atau tidak
crik mereka yg bley di hrap ktika anda ssah atau senang...
that's what a real frenz are alike...got it? "

B e B a S . . .

Enjit enjit semut siapa sakit naik atas
arus pemodenan kian deras
pastikan kita tak lemas

Enjit enjit semut siapa sakit naik atas
jangan ketinggalan nanti kita melepas
kita semua perlu tekad

Sampai bila dibelenggu
hidup tanpa ragu-ragu
tanah tumpahnya darahku

Enjit enjit semut siapa sakit naik atas
usah buang masa itu emas
lupakanlah yang dah lepas

Sampai bila dibelenggu
hidup tanpa ragu-ragu
tanah tumpahnya darahku

Biar apa pun terjadi
saya tetap disini
menghapuskan dilema ini

Enjit enjit semut siapa sakit naik atas
arus pemodenan kian deras
pastikan kita tak lemas

Enjit-enjit.....

Kita semua perlu bebas ! (3x)

Ya Allah...BoSaNnYeEeEeEeE !!!!!!!!

Urghhh...serious shit,ak merasakan kebosanan yang melampau...tiap2 ari ak on9, tp pe pon ak xtau nk wtpe...chatting? dh x musim skrg ni...blog ni je la jd teman ak...merasakan idop2 cmni cm bengong je ak rse...bile ak tnye member2 ak..."ko wtpe cuti2 ni? keje je la geng...ko x keje ke?"

Bengang je ak rse...ak nk de wit so bley ak bley sumthing, tp cmne nk beli kalo xde wit? Mak ak kte kalo ko rjin kemas umah pe bnde sumer, nnt msuk la wit...ak ye kan aje...mls nak beta2...x mau jd anak durhaka lorh, huhu...

Ikutkn plan ak, msuk sem dpn ak nk saving...dgn poshbag ak dh smakin membesar,it is time to do some exercise,hahahaha hampeh...asek buat...bgun pon haram pkul bpe?

Tp nk wat cmne...sabo je la,ak tgh wat kire2...Insya-Allah bley lpas budget kowt,kalo xde bnde bengong ak beli, bley la kowt...pape pon, tgk la sem dpn ak nnt cmne?

Harap2 la kali ni x terlbey budget, mampuih kalo lbey...ni merupakn listing budget sebulan ak, kalo btol la, hahaha...

Makan = RM6 sehari X 30hari = RM180
Rokok = RM11 ( Insya-Allah)
Topup = RM30
Enjoy = RM50

Total = RM180 + RM11 + RM30 + RM50 = RM271
*Harap2 la budget ak ni betol...hahaha

KeCiK2 DaHuLu KaLa...

KeCiK2 DaHuLu KaLa...

hahaha...maybe ramai yang xtau time ak kecik2 dlu...memikirkn setiap satu bnde bodoh yg dilakukan oleh ak ktika mse2 lampau ak dlu, membuatkn ak rse cm bongok2 je, hahaha...tapi2 waktu2 dlu la yg menarik dan gumbira...tiada kekangan, kenaifan, gelak tawa, hiba, innocent dan mcm2 lg...



1st - ketika blom skola tadika lg...
keterjalan ak yg mak ak sndri pon tau cmne...ak suke men pnjt pintu besi ( sblom direnovate jd pintu sliding ), nk dijadikan cte...ak pg2 tgk mak ak gi keje,msti la sdey...pe lg?samuk la ak depan pintu besi tu...hahaha...pnjt cm king kong mne ntah, lpas tu melalak...bapak ak jgk yg tukang pujuk ak dgn air milo panas, lpas ak dh cool down skit, ak tdo...ble ak bgun2, ak sedar2 ak kt umah baby sitter ak,hahaha...melalak lg,baby sitter ak tu pon nek pening cmne nk handle bdak ni?

ak terpkse la dok dgn baby sitter ak smpi ke ptg...mkn minum sumer di yg sponsor, hahaha...abes je pkul 4 ptg, bpk ak dtg amek ak...yayy, merdeka...blik je umah,ak cte mcm2 kt bapak ak...hahaha...then trus gado dgn abg2 ak,wahahaha...xde keje kowt, kecik2 lg kn?



2nd- bile dh nek tadika...
mase ak kt tdika plak...lg huru-hara kowt ak rse...ak slalu nanges lorh, hahaha...ak x prnh berbual dgn ssape kt tdika dlu, so ble de yg tnye "ko knal x bdak ni?" ak mmg trus geleng kepala lorh...2 thun ak kt tdika,thun yg seterusnya bru ak branikn diri nk berbual dgn org len, tp still org tnye 10 ayt pnjg, ak jwb 2 pth je...hahaha...memori psl tadika byk ak x igt lgsung...




3rd - bile kt skola rndah dlu...
time ak kt skola rndah dlu...mse drjh 1...ak msuk skola rendah LAKI shj...ak msuk lmbt 5 hari,sbb ak anto abg ak blajo kt SBP Pekan...ak msuk2 kls, org 1st yg ak knal adalah Borhan (xtau die de lg ke x?)... mcm yg die dok bualkn kt ak...ptung die la, die pnye abg la, die jht la...hahaha...ak pon join skaki la berbual dgn die...tetibe kna denda dri kt luar...hebat x? bru msuk dh kna denda dri kt luar...hahaha...x bley blah!

start kt skola rendah jgk la, bru ak jd berani nk berbual dgn org skit2...ak sbnrnye de mslah nk communicate dgn org, smpi skrg...lpas tu ak igt ak gi blik skola nek van skola yg dipndu oleh Abang Long...best dowh, hahaha...dpt dok dpt plk tu, dlu2 spe dpt dok dpn mmg plg gempak la...kt ctu jgk la ak start rapat dgn Abang Long, die baik dgn ak...thanx kt die sbb tiap2 ari tggu ak dpn umah ak nk amek ak...

time ak drjh 2 plk...ak dpt jd pengawas, ak pn xtau cmne ak bley jd...hahaha...tp jd pengawas bpe bulan sgt je, 5 bulan je...sebabnye, ak gaduh dgn sorg bdak ni...die lempang ak sdap2 die je, ak pon bls la blik...kantoi dgn guru besar, kna rotan 5 kali kt bontot,sakit sial...blik umah kna sepak dgn ayah ak plak tu...tu la 1st time ak gaduh...drjh 3 ak cm bese je,xde pape sgt...tp de la skali tu, ak men jd2...tbe2 ak tgk tgn ak berdarah...skali ak picit,terpancut darah,wahaha...cikgu sumer anto ak gi hospital...

time ak drjh 4...ak jmpe sumer bestfren ak smpi skrg...DAUS, HERRY, AMOEBA, SEMI, AZRI, ZA'AN...spnjg 3 thun smpi drjh 6,kiteorg 1 kelas and wat bnde gle sme...lompat cte ke drjh 6 trus...kt stu ak dh start pndai utk berbual dgn sumer org...and kt ctu ak jmpe org yg ak btol2 minat smpi skrg...ehem,x yah btau...dgn jmpe bdak2 tusyen yg cm bengong kdg2...MUIZ, DILLA, DINIE, FA-IQ, BILAH, NISA', ZAKI, MIZA...bru ak rse cmnenye kalo sekelas dgn pompuan...sgt best,hahaha...tp sebabkn ak time tu still malu2 lg...maybe, tu yg kaco skit nk berbual dgn sumer org...certain2 je ak berbual...and time tu la plg best sbb ak dpt 5A and jmpe org yg ak rse plg sesuai jd kwn and more than that...

hahaha...ok la,kalo ak cte detail...mmg x kn abes pnye...what I understand most is time kecik2 adalah moment plg best...why? hahaha...answer it urself...akan dtg ak cte plak zaman skola plak...chioww dlu kwn2, ASSALAMUALAIKUM !!!

BM or BI ??? sile choose...

*beserta translation...harap enjoy*

BM...
Sedang ak m'belek2 blog Butterfingers...ak m'dpti diorg lg suke gune bhse ibunda yg skrg agk dipertikaikn oleh sumer org (termasuk ak skali kowt)... bhse melayu yg dlunye ape, lingua franca, kini cume jd bhn2 mainan oleh org asing... malah,org asing jauh lg hebat dr kte yg menggunakn bhse melayu berbanding kite ini sndri... bukan nk berbual ak hebat sgt dlm BM ni...SPM ak dlm BM pn A2 je... tgk,betapa rendahnye ilmu bhse ak di atas kertas... lisannye? Hanye Tuhan Yg Maha Mengetahui sumer ni...

Mungkin atas sbb itu... ak cuba utk memetahkn lg perckpn ak dlm bhse melayu, dan nk jdkan bhse ni popular blik...biar sumer org tau bhwa bhse melayu tidak kurg hebatnye dgn bhse2 asing yg menjajah negara kite sekian lama ni...



BI...
When I was reading the Butterfinger's blog... I suddenly realized that they use their "national language that has been forgotten by all of us (including me, I guess)...Malay language,during the oldies known as lingua franca,now is just a toy of the foreigner... plus, the foreigner itself are better than us compare to us,the Malaysian... not to speak as I am good enough in BM... I just got A2 in BM during my SPM... to think about it, how "little" my knowledge about my language above the paper only... in conversation or speaking, only The Almighty knows it all...

Maybe, as the reason stated... I try to influence myself more in speaking Malay language, and make it become to its popularity... let all of the people know that this language is among the other language that has conquer our country for many ages...

GiG ???

GiG....

yeah...pada 15/11...straight lpas kte org abes exam...AKU ,opin,loque,piji,adjie,zaki...gi la 1 konsert muda-mudi yg dinamakan sbg GIG...event cm bese, jual bju2 design, demo org men sk8 pn de(nk je join...tp ak dh sux dlm flipping deck ), jual mknn n minuman...

event start at 4 p.m. ...starting dgn band2 kuantan like novelty,sir curse,priceless stupid box...and many more..tp time tu kiteorg anto najmin blik...so gi pn dlm pkul 6 cmtu...

then we have a break(org yg gi gig pn tau jgak pe itu smyg,wonderful isn't it???)

main event diteruskn lg dgn nyanyian The Times ,walopon sempat nyanyi 4 lagu je...tp tu dh ckup puas,the straight dgn band indie kuantan jgak(sori,x igt nme korg)...after that,my favourite band,COUPLE...hampir 6 lagu dorg lenjan...mmg best

next diikuti dgn band yg dulunye digam oleh mesia....THE ACAB...still thunderous like the old one,cme byk lgu skin dorg,xpe la...and then OAG,tp dorg wat hal dgn radhi saje2 msuk lmbat( hempuk jgak makhluk bengong ni...ishhh )

tp 1 je yg kurg enak bile ak gi gig ni...nmpk la some couple doing something that is not suitable with our culture...kissing? aiya...rse cm bongok plak ak tgk dorg ni...gi la kiss2 kt tmpt xde org...cm la korg kapel tu hebat sgt,ble clash...cm nk mati ak tgk sorg2...eiiii,x phm dh ak...

but most of all,gig mmg ok,crowd happening,cme sound system je x orait sgt...agknye de lg x gig kt Kuantan nnti???

stylo? xpyh la wei...

Ak de kwn...
tp xtau la prangai die ni...
ske ssgt nk show off!!!
kdg2 rse cm nk tumbok je muke die laju2...
memikirkn ak ni jnis yg ske slow talk...

" xpe la ******* ( nme terpkse dirahsiakn ) ....
ko standby je.... "
itu je la ayat yg wat ak sejuk,walhal tgn dh berasap...

Kdg2 ak de tnye nugmint ( pakar nsihat & motivasi...cewah~ )
zul : " am I being too SHOW OFF? "
nugmint : " ko bese je...show off ke ko? hahahaha =p "
zul : " hahahahaha... "
nugmint : " ala bese la,bdak2 bru nk up...cmtu la...xyah pikir sgt diorg "
( dialog yg dipetik slpas ******* sound ak...cmni bunyi die...pnting sgt ke jimat cermat? )

i'm a bit frust + moody...
yela,pinjam brg org...
wat cm harta sndri...
rosak ak jgk yg gi beli bru...
mntk gnti rugi,wit tarak jgk...hampeh!!!

style nk yg mhl2 je...
Converse,Vans,Valve,Quiksilver,Volcom,Reef,Adidas,Black Fire...
bla bla bla...
tp wit mkn,pnjam jgk ak...

de jgk ek?
org cmni kt dunia ni...
ego tggi sgt...
pki brg cap Abdullah Habhal xde class...( ni jenama,noz yg ksi )
nk standard mewah je...
tp,sumer brg org pinjam+org ksi...

ak pki brg bundle,lepak je...
bju Hang Ten (RM5) + suar Levi's(RM30) + buckle A7X(RM5)
equals = RM40
still,org kte ak beli kt butik ke?
hehehe,BUNDLE je...pndai crik~ ( agk show off di situ )

xde gune la nk dress up lawo2...
kalo wit nye...PINJAMAN!!!
bek wit ko pki tu ksi kt parent ko...
ko pn xde la kye mne pown...show off je lbey~
( ati kecilku berkata cmtu...kt mulut jd lain...kt tgn pon jd lain )

moral of the story...
nak show off?
think twice...
xde gunenye...
pe yg ko dpt kalo ko show off pon?
DOSA!!!